[Maybe this just isn't easy for either of them—trusting freely, without any reservation. Bellamy is self-aware enough to know that love is wrapped up in fear for him, just as it is for Murphy. The difference is, Bellamy's fear is always fear of loss, of failing the people he cares about, where Murphy's is tied up in fear of being cast aside.
It means they can meet in the middle, though, and that's all Bellamy needs. This is all he needs, Murphy relaxing underneath him, feeling his contentment and security. Bellamy pulls away to press soft kisses to the hollow of Murphy's throat, fingers of his free hand catching in Murphy's waistband.]
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It means they can meet in the middle, though, and that's all Bellamy needs. This is all he needs, Murphy relaxing underneath him, feeling his contentment and security. Bellamy pulls away to press soft kisses to the hollow of Murphy's throat, fingers of his free hand catching in Murphy's waistband.]