[Bellamy wakes up before Murphy does, of course. It means he goes through the utter disorientation of dying on the Volary floor and opening his eyes to find himself back in bed as though nothing happened, and has to scramble to put the pieces together alone. Clarke helps, because of course she does. She always does. But Bellamy doesn't head to Red Wings. He can', not when Murphy isn't back yet. The thought of Murphy dying and finding himself alone is horrific when Bellamy knows all too well how afraid of death he is.
So he stays, and paces, going back and forth, back and forth, between the bedroom and the living area, nervous energy and worry shoving his own trauma to the back of his mind. All he can do is hope that it's quick, and make sure he's here.]
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So he stays, and paces, going back and forth, back and forth, between the bedroom and the living area, nervous energy and worry shoving his own trauma to the back of his mind. All he can do is hope that it's quick, and make sure he's here.]