[ Murphy shuts his eyes and takes a breath, caught somewhere between the honest truth and what Bellamy wants to hear. When he looks at Bellamy again, a light has gone out in him. Who is he kidding? ]

You know, for a long time I thought people couldn't see me. That that was the reason they hated me, because they just didn't know the real me.

It's the other way around, isn't it? You knew what kind of person I was the first time you looked at me. Telling myself I was better than that... I'm the one who never wanted to see what was really there.