[ Murphy does consider it, confessing to all of it. He's already run through it in his head, from a dozen different angles, trying to find a way to explain what he's done without the context of experience to help Bellamy understand.
How could he, though? Murphy himself can barely justify his own thinking. Looking back, he can see every point he should have asked a different question or looked a little closer. When he can't even forgive himself, how can he believe Bellamy will? ]
Fair.
[ He'll come clean eventually, he swears. Just not today. ]
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How could he, though? Murphy himself can barely justify his own thinking. Looking back, he can see every point he should have asked a different question or looked a little closer. When he can't even forgive himself, how can he believe Bellamy will? ]
Fair.
[ He'll come clean eventually, he swears. Just not today. ]