[If Bellamy is honest with himself, it's a little overwhelming. The only other person he's really experienced the empathy bond with in any significant way is Clarke, and everything she felt for him was expected.
The anxiety and fear he's feeling from Murphy is the part he really can't shake, the part he hasn't been able to shake since Murphy got here. He doesn't know how to alleviate it. Maybe he can't. And there's no point hiding his creeping guilt, especially not from Murphy, who now seems able to guess how he'll feel and react with little effort.]
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The anxiety and fear he's feeling from Murphy is the part he really can't shake, the part he hasn't been able to shake since Murphy got here. He doesn't know how to alleviate it. Maybe he can't. And there's no point hiding his creeping guilt, especially not from Murphy, who now seems able to guess how he'll feel and react with little effort.]
I'm holding you to that.