[ Murphy shifts his position, leaning up against Bellamy's shoulder. He probably doesn't have to explain why it's impossible for him to believe that. Forgiving isn't the same thing as forgetting. He can see what Bellamy's looking for, though, and he's pretty sure that's something he can give honestly. ]

You know, even with these stupid nightmares, sleeping next to you is the best sleep I've ever had in my life. I used to wake up every couple hours. Every little noise.