[ He wants to simply deny that outright. Not because it's untrue, but because there's nothing Bellamy can really do about it. Not that it'll stop him from trying, Murphy knows. ]

Watching a few home movies isn't the same thing as being there. We can take a trip down memory lane if that's what you wanna do, but I am not asking you to be the same Bellamy I knew. That's not something I need from you, okay? It's already gone.