[Of course they wouldn't, but somewhere safe is all he really wants. Somewhere they can just live instead of constantly waiting for the next betrayal or disaster, and this entire thing is making him more unsure about Clarke's plan to bring their people here. Would it be better? Now that this Riverstone situation has hammered home how precarious their position is, he doesn't even know anymore.
But pretending is nice. He can let himself do that, even if just for a few seconds. Bellamy closes that distance and rests his forehead against Murphy's. The conversation has calmed him down, and so his anxiety and frustration is just at a usual low level hum. He's too focused on Murphy to let it be anything else, and that hint of longing makes how he feels about this obvious enough.]
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But pretending is nice. He can let himself do that, even if just for a few seconds. Bellamy closes that distance and rests his forehead against Murphy's. The conversation has calmed him down, and so his anxiety and frustration is just at a usual low level hum. He's too focused on Murphy to let it be anything else, and that hint of longing makes how he feels about this obvious enough.]
We got a good start on the zero murder streak.