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because i didn't want to

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You were the one going on about trust and family, and you gave me less than half the story. I'm sick of both of you jerking me around.

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i said i'd tell you more later

i didn't think there was a pressing need to reveal your sister's a monster

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[Ouch. Twist the knife.]

You didn't think there was a pressing need to tell me that Octavia tried to kill me? That I poisoned her?
That's bullshit, Murphy.

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she's not here

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Four days ago you were convinced she was strapped to a gurney somewhere. Now that doesn't matter because it gives you an excuse.

You were going to tell me what happened. Now's your chance.

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she's not here

what else do you even need to know

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[Really, it doesn't matter if Octavia is here or back home. Bellamy would have wanted to know anyway, but he suspects that Murphy knows that. And Murphy is just doing what he always does when he's backed into a corner—putting his hackles up.]

Anything else I'm missing? Am I going to have to keep putting the pieces together myself while you two convince yourselves you're protecting me?

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i don't know what clarke told you already

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She told me how bad things got in the bunker. That it practically turned into a cult. Octavia was on the warpath and found out Madi was a nightblood, and that's why I poisoned her. To stop her.

[Which doesn't make that truth any harder to swallow. But.]

The reason that Octavia wanted me dead and Clarke left me there was because I made Madi the new Commander. She said the only reason things got so bad is because she betrayed us.

[There's a slight pause between messages.]

And she showed me Monty and Harper's message.

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sounds like you already know everything then

did she tell you about sanctum

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No.

[Bellamy had already been halfway to emotionally shutting down by the end of Clarke's summary, to be fair.]

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ok i'll tell you about sanctum when you get back

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More bribing?

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why not

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[Bellamy's frustration will never end. He sends Murphy a GPS ping to his hotel, instead.]

Meet me here.

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[ Hmm. Murphy doesn't like that. ]

fine i'm on my way

[ He leaves immediately, which is evident when he messages very shortly later: ]

i'm here

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[Clarke is right—Bellamy hold onto hurt too tightly. He's not ready yet to risk running into Clarke and Murphy at once. There's no way he has the patience to deal with that sort of tension, and he's still trying to process... everything. Maybe Octavia most of all.

When he gets Murphy's message, he heads down to meet him in the lobby. He's still keyed up, wound tight with tension, and he doesn't make any attempt to hide it. Bellamy jerks his head towards the elevators.]

Up here. Unless you want to have this talk in public.

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[ He most certainly does not. Murphy stalks over to the elevators, letting Bellamy lead the way. ]

You live here now?

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No.

[It's an immediate, irritated response. When they reach Bellamy's door, it opens automatically.]

I needed time to think. You got a problem with that?

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[ Don't mind Murphy walking just out of fist's reach, all the way from the elevator to the room. ]

Take all the time you need.

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[Luckily, Bellamy isn't in a punching mood. When the door clicks shut behind them, he crosses his arms.]

So?

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[ Murphy's not just going to stand here. He drifts around the room, examining its details the way he did back at Clarke's. ]

So. Our new home planet isn't actually a planet. It's a moon. We figured that out when we went down to scout it. The solar system's got two suns, which is more important than we figured out at first. Anyway, the scouting team was what was left of Spacekru, minus Raven, plus Clarke and Shaw - one of the Eligius guys.

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Raven's fine?

[Silly question, maybe, but after Monty and Harper, he wants to make sure.]

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Yeah. Yeah, don't worry. Shaw was our pilot for the mission, so we figured Raven should stay on the ship and not... you know... run around the woods.

[ And it's a damn good thing she did. ]